Status : Its Complicated.

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Glasgow, Scotland, United Kingdom
19. Unsure of love, life and everything inbetween...

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Texts - Murderous Little Fuckers

Ok, smiley faces are still considered flirting in texts, right?

I asked him how bad a jackass I had been since I met him, he responded -

"At times big jackass but most of time no not really lol u R 2self consious :)".

To which I (Amazed by his honesty, one trait I didn't think he owned" responded by texting -

"Yeah, well, so's your face :)".

And he ended the conversation with -

"Lol worst comeback evr Haha :):):):)".

So, are these smileys still thought of as flirting?

If not, are the ;) ones?

Friday, August 13, 2010

Ok, seriously confused!

I just got Mind-Fucked. Twice.

1. My mother sat me down, telling me that chances are, regardless of percived sexual orentation, there will be a girl out there for me.

I hate her, because it made sence!

There are over 6.5 billion people in the world, and one of me. Theres no way that our choices are limited to one gender. I'm not religious, but whetever created us isn't so evil to only place one soulmate on this earth for each of us. So, as much as this may be true, it doesn't mean that I'm gonna activley persue something I have no interest in. At the moment.

I have no clue whats going to happen in the future, I have no clue how i would react if i found a girl that was perfect for me. Most likley freak out. But I don't know.

2. The guy i fell for who text me, telling me he didn't want to be friends is talking to me again. I asked if he was attending something i was as i was asked to, and he started a conversation. And he kept it up.

I realise why he didn't want to be seen as friends, that he's afraid of others opinions, but he clearly still wants a friendship.

I just dont know how to proceed in being his friend. Do I wait a while, until what happened before isn't so fresh, or do i just act like nothing happened?

MIND-FUCKED!

Saturday, August 07, 2010

Paper-light Punches

Theres one thing I cant stand.

People who act strong when they are pathetic.

Take my Father.

He told me last night to "Bring It".

I kicked him in the crotch. Hard.

He punched my face.

I punched his ribs.

Both of us broke things.

He bust his knuckle on my face.

I broke a few of his ribs.

He broke a promise.

I broke free.

Welcome to real life Douglas, we've been expecting you.