So annoyed/confused...

This is aimed at two people this time. The first is "Him", he one most of these posts have been aimed at. The other, a new addition to my life, is just annoying me a little.

So you seem to have reverted to ignoring me. Fair enough, you have exams, but you still have enough time to post shit about some crappy DJ every few hours. I know, we are NEVER going to happen, and I'm over that... But we were friends, we confided in each other about things we felt we couldn't tell anyone about, and now it seems you don't even remember it.

And you, Guy #2, and a pain. "I've never been kissed"... Well, fixed that one for you! I know, i know, you're realistically only just "out", and you have no clue what you're doing. I've been there, with disastrous consequences. I don't want anything to feel awkward between us, because I like you. "Like" like you. I know, how cliche and queer, but it's true.

Both of you need to understand I only want what you want, or what you're willing to accept me as.

New year New start

2 months since I posted the little pointless tidbit.

So here I am, trying to tun over a new leaf.

This leaf was going well until about a week ago.

Mother went in for treatment, now in agony.

Father had a minor MI (Myocardial Infarction {Heart attack to those less educated}).

At least college is going well, I have great friends and I'm getting better at BF3.

Its been a while

Can't believe it's been 2 years since you first text me.
Weird thing is not much has changed.
Best thing is, you still make me smile.
Don't get pissy when you read this, I just want you to know I'll always be there for you.

Now I know You read this.

Yes, I traced Your IP address...

DON'T JUDGE ME!

And yeah, the text I sent was a little creepy.

But You should realize by now.

ThatsMyStyle.Co.Uk!

However.

When I saw you.

I realized Your not the same guy I knew.

Your not You.

or at least.

Your not My You anymore...

Now, You have 2 options.

1. Accept me on FB, show You can forgive and forget.
2. Be the asshole I'm pretty sure You really are and ignore, then block.
3. Confess the fact You and I both know to be true.

I only gave You the first 2 options, since option 3 is for people with balls.

I have a background on my phone of the "Almost Lover" lyrics.

And I know that I'm over-romanticizing what happened.

But You felt for me enough to tell Me the truth.

So don't play it off like I'm the only active party in this pity parade.

At least I'm not living a lie.

I know who I am.

I admit to it.

.

.

.

When are You going to?

Big kisses, you retarded seal.

Fuck You.

You replied and said it wasn't really my fault.

STOP IT!

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I just text you.

WHY DID I DO THAT?!

You replied.

WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!

Fair enough we both have new numbers, but still.

I told you it was a wrong number.

Think I'll keep your new number.

Just 'cause I'm a twisted fucker.

Well, Life's Fun

It's amazing how I felt about you has completely 180'd.

Pretty sure I was in love with you, now I realize you are as much of a prick as everyone told me.

You ignored me for a week.

Then removed your Facebook.

Then didn't reply to anything for a month.

I was pretty sure you were dead.

Then I found you on YouTube, asked if you were okay and you called me a troll.

I swear to god if I see you again, I will give you a fucking troll-face.

Amazing thing is, I'm finally happy!

I have friends, people I feel I can trust and your gone.

Things are looking up, oh finally

Sorry

I'm An Idiot.

I Should have Known You Wouldn't Reply To That.

And Now I'm Sitting Here.

Unsure Of What To Say.

Unsure If There Is Anything I Can Say.

And You Continue To Ignore Me.

It's Not Like You Didn't Get The Message.

I Sent In On Face Book.

And I Text It.

And Yet I'm Still Sitting Here.

Unsure Of How To Talk To You.

Unsure Of If You Want To Talk To Me

I Just Did Something Stupid.

I Sent The Message.

I Followed My Horoscope.

I Made His Come True.

And Think I Made A Fool Of Myself.

Way To Go D!

You Showed Common Sence You Can't be Taimed!

Hair!

I Dyed It!

It's Back To A Boring Old Colour.

PURPLE!

I Have No Idea Why I'm Writing About This In All Honesty.

This Whole Zodiac Thing Is Killing Me.

Trying To Follow It.

But It's not Fun.

It Say's On The 6th "He Feels The Same Way" For Mine.

And "Check Your FB Messages" For His.

So Basically I'm Going To Have To Come Up With A Message Worth The Zodiacs Writing About.

Fun.